"Who to Blame"
from Jenny's beloved sister JULIA
It was a regular morning,
when I heard my Mom first say,
"Your sister has Cystic Fibrosis",
I didn't know who to blame.
Should I blame the doctors,
who told us CF has no cure,
or should I blame the nurses,
for all the pain my sister has to endure.
Should I blame God,
for not making her illness go away,
or should' I drop to my knees,
bow my head and pray ?
I want to blame someone,
I want it to be someones fault.
I want someone I can yell at,
and let my anger out.
Should I blame myself,
for what my sister has to go through ?
I know it's not realistic,
I know that can't be true.
This fight with myself,
will never be done.
I will always ask myself,
what if and how come.
Why did you do this to my sister,
you really went too far.
Why don't you get it ~ why can't you see
instead of putting my sister through the pain,
why couldn't you give this disease to me !
